Single again...

Well, it's time to say news from my privacy, I'm single ... It's ironic, because I had left Australia as a girl in relationship and I arrived to Europe as a single :) I had plenty of time to think about it. Is it is my fault? Is our reality unrelated for the relationship or am I not the right person for the relationship? Dasi, you told me about a study which says that one person has 3 true love in life, but is that true? I always thought there exist the only one for me, the right one. The one, which will stay with me forever. The one who will never leave me. LOVE that does not destroy either pain, tears or life losses. Love, where time or distance is no obstacle. But where are all that happy end stories we know from books and movies? Who can fight for love nowadays? It looks to me that no one wants to invest into the relationship. Nobody claims that it's easy, but what's in life? And despite the fact that I fight for that I did invest, I wasn’t afraid to take all risks, to take my own responsibility, to give up a lot of things and jumped into the unknown, despite all this I am single again. I do not believe that "my soulmate" exists, and I'm no longer in the mood to look for it .... And the question is “Why”. Why should I do it again….